The battle of good and evil

Th battle of good and evil -
maybe you can exprapolate all this yourself,
about good and evil, good or evil, pain and
pleasure, eternity or never, hi and lo, zinc
and phosphorus, bing and bang,
kings and queens,april and may, big and small -
If you see everything - it's very difficult to
see anything -
and if you feel good, it's hard
to imagine feeling bad - and when you're happy
you don't feel sad and when your strong you
don't feel weak.
But all of these things are really like images
in your mind. Like truth. How do you know
the truth from a lie?
How do you know?
Do you just feel?
No I think everyone knows
something - but everyone also knows the whole
truth - Most of the time people can not hold
it in their reality ----
But - our relationship was something like that -and I can tell you how.
what was always so important was that - I
wanted that relationship to last - like always -
So the nature of the relationship was fluid but
in the give and take - I reached a point where
I thought what our relationship was, was either
gone or disappearing - at that point I went into
a serious panic mode - and I think you can
pinpoint that moment -
At that point I think maybe - and I began to think
that you thought - my strategic goal was to give
you a jump - And well - yes that might be a good
strategic goal for one to have - except - perhaps
unfortunately that was not geniunely mine.
And - indeed to add to the inanity of it - we have
to add in the additional weird context of your
mother - not to mention my weird context by
itself.
So what does that add up to?
Surrealism, mechanism, instant karma, breakfast
cereal,
brief de-brief,
molecular biology
-curvilinear space
- just plane space
- mechanical realism
- just plane plain.
There's pretty much a limit to how much I
can do this. And this is pretty much it.

But if you get a chance - and we can
talk about it - bring up near death.....